Anxiety tricks you to become an awful person. It teaches you lies and pulls out lame excuses. Just to make you avoid the things you actually want.

Don't let your FEAR decide opportunities. It is not your MIND SPEAKING. It is ANXIETY that PREVENTS you from being HAPPY.

"Distance doesn't make it
less painful.
It's in isolation that feeds
you false comfort."

I am able yet I hesitated. I knew I can, still I didn't try. If all I ever wanted was to see you smile. Watching your happiness from afar will be my curse. For the rest of my life.

Your smile changes the beat of my heart from steady to blissful. So addicting. Fast yet so relaxing. Empowering yet harmful. As it is so tempting. I keep forgetting I was only dreaming.