I Hid All My Hatred Inside this Room

It's normal to end the day
with uncertainty.
Even great authors fail to
end their stories.
Most need to endure to
avoid feeling sorry.
Success will come
if we steer clear of envy.

I’ll love myself first
so I won't be deceived
by your apology.
I know it gets worst
since my pain won’t be concealed
by your fake sorry.

I envy the child in me
who never gets tired of hoping.
For I just know I’m an adult
and I have to keep going.

Stuck in a cycle
that mostly leads
to failures and resets.
I’m a burning candle
that gathers hope,
from faith and good intent.

Hold me tight
until the last tear falls.
Mask the night
with lies to clear my thoughts.
Overwrite
things until it’s my fault.

I feel jealous
when others use the words
I wanted to say.
Wishing I could
also enjoy what seems common
in their tray.
Envy and loss
can tempt my mind to feel less
and shy away.
Letting God know
a…

Take a break,
and heed the heart
that isn’t willing to persist.
Trust yourself,
for we’re stronger
without insecurities.
Don’t lose hope,
as we are all
gifted with opportunities.
Tha…

Don't feel sorry
for constantly failing
when you tried.
Cry, retry, pray,
and just let your heart
help you decide.
Call it a day,
wait for tomorrow
to be as bright.
Make it okay,
believe you can,…

I’m sorry moon,
if I just stare
without talking.
I am alone,
confuse,
doesn’t know where I’m going.
It’s your beauty
that inspires patience
and enduring.
That lonely glow
…

To walk alone,
until a familiar face
appears in my mind.
Keep dreaming on,
turning back time and
undoing what I did wrong.

Love yourself,
for there are failures
that will forever hunt you.

Stay calm,
and acknowledge
that certain things are not for you.

It will hurt,
but YOU MUST ENDURE
in order to continue.

I simply live
to enjoy what makes me happy today.
For tomorrow, I might pretend
to enjoy whatever comes my way.

It's not a good day
without your infectious smiles.
Thoughts in disarray,
and my faith just seems so fragile.
Please take me away,
LOVE ME, and I will be docile.

Magpatuloy lang
kahit minsa’y nakakapanlumo.
May sustansya sa pait,
namnamin para matuto.

Pagod sa pag-abot ng
mga pangarap.
Pero sa pamilya’y
nakangiti pa ring haharap.
Dahil,
Kahit madalas bigo
sa tinatahak.
Andyan silang
unang nagbibigay lakas at yakap.